=( i feel so lonely.

So alone.

So alone in my bed
Alone listening to nightly whispers
Alone in my thoughts
Alone standing in court
Alone I stand and fight
Alone I pray for rainbow lights

Alone in the morning I awake
Alone I celebrate my joys
Alone I cry out my sadness
Alone I voice out my fears
Alone in strenght

Alone in wealth
Alone in good health
Alone I try to understand
Alone I seek knowledge
Alone I share what is mine
Alone I try not to be alone
Alone when my time has come, I pass away

Watch the So Alone poetry Movie - A Magnificent Poetry Movie

Norah Jones

"Wish I Could"


We met in a place I used to go,
Now I just walk by it for show,
Can't bear to go in without you know,
Wish I could,
Wish I could.

But Annie is standing in the door,
With a look on her face I can't just ignore,
She tells me that her heart is sore,
And pulls me in,
She pulls me in.

She says "love in the time of war is not fair",
"He was my man but they didn't care",
"Sent him far away from here",
"No goodbye",
"No goodbye".

I don't tell her that I once loved you too,
Or about all the things we used to do,
I kiss her hair and think of you,
Walking down ,
The road you found.

We met in a place I used to go,
Now I only walk by it slow,
Can't bear to go in without you know,
Wish I could,
Wish I could,
Wish I could,
Wish I could.

promosi lol

Wow..SPECTACULAR kalo kalian dah liat LOOKS edisi September 2008 a.k.a 1st ANNIVERSARY ISSUE.
selain tambahan 15 halaman ada juga bonus sticker Looks,penasaran ada apa aja isi-nya?? ada Karlie Kloss di models life,Zac Posen Fall Fashion Show : Minnie Mouse strike the runway,Fall 2008 trend (What you must have this season?),The Big 6 (legenda supermodel era 90. Linda Evangelista, Naomi Campbell, Christy Turlington, Claudia Schiffer, Cindy Crawford,& Kate Moss),Alexis bledel di rubrik it girl of the month,Hot Info: Horrors inside Suri Cruise's life( Apa yg bikin suri mengalami stress berat ??),Blogger Style: Style keren dari 4 blogger luar,mau tau kehidupan nya Mary kate olsen ?? ada di rubrik Real Iife,SSttt...Selena Gomez VS Miley Cyrus,sapa sech yang gaya-nya paling Ok?,
ada juga liputan dari 2 OWNER ONLINE SHOP YANG SUKSES,truss ada Reader's style: PEMBACA LOOKS YANG GAYA-NYA PALING OK!,Hot Gossip: Jamie lynn spears diselingkuhi saat Hamil ??,Their Own: Saturday Fever: Kemana aja celeb waktu malem minggu ??,Portfolio: Masterpiece of annie leibovitz (Disney series),Alicie Dellal & Lou Doillon (Our fave new style icon !!!! and many more....Pokonya yang penasaran banget sama LOOKS edisi ini siap-siap nunggu di toko buku sambil siapin uang 15 ribu di hari Rabu/Kamis tanggal 3/4 SEPTEMBER 2008 sebelum kehabisan tentunya (bisa nyesel banget kalo sampe kehabisan).

ps: ak jadi one of the readers style ..umm AD juga jadi owner online shop yang masuk ^^ jgn lupa beli yaaaaaa =) thankyuu~!

nic and joel house hunting.

isnt nicole looks more like grandma? uhu. knapa ya.but i still in love with yu nic. =)

HAPPY HAPPY DAY =)

muka bantal T_T *tp kmaren uda mandi kok ^^

today im so happie. yipii! akhirnya pasang fastnet + tv cable uhuuu!! setelah sekian lama.
buebyespeedyscuks.
berat badanku juga turun *8kg more!
moga2 bsok sembuh totall bisa jalan2 asikkk :PP

from 2004-2008! special makeover ;p

which one do yu think is the best make over?

tagged from OREN =)

now i tag : TIMI, AD , MELVA xD

tagged from bebe.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
maybe 3 years later. But with whom? Lol.

2. What is your most favorite thing to do?
talking on d phone, chatin!, shoping, takin’ picture, design sumthin, eatin, playin wif my dogs, bodycombats *tp lagi vacuum hiks.

3. If someone you love the most backstabbing you, can you forgive him/her ?
depends ;p

4. What is your biggest mistake?
being childish.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
being skinny byatch! ;p

6. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat ?
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM…my dogs? NOWAY. Lol.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
mona and bollyyyy!! *mwuah”

8. What do you feel like doing, right now?
sick,bored..*thinkin when im feelin better ..

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
nooooooooooooooooo.nonono…nono…

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
BEBE : friendly, pwetie, stylish *wink2

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
loving me & my dogs ;p

12. What is your ambition?
build dog’s shelter *mayb someday.

13. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
fake?backstabb?

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my mom ..love her so much!

15. If you have a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick ?
both!

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
ummmmmmmmm..apa ya.binun! *mulai mabok ni bebe T_T”

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
amm..my mom, fanny, evan, aban, adel, bebe..

18. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
being friendly.

19. Do you think your style actually reflects your personality?
yap.

20. What does life mean to you?
life is fun!

Bebe ak pusing..inggris..ak benci inggris..jawaban d atas ama pertanyaannya ga tau de bener ato nggaaa *gubrakkk..

feelin better =)

fuuuuuuuuu..kmaren k dokter lagi =( d kasi obat banyak bgt. tp mendingan alerginya..ga gitu gatel..dan akhirnya bisa bobo ..even harus k kmps urus2 persyaratan skripsi. untung bisa titip temen* thankyu siska =)

bad dae.

hari ini gue bawa anjing gue k dokter..fufu ternyata kupingnya harus di bersihkan bulu2nyaa..terus g bawa k salonn..pulangnya gue teparr..barusan gantian gue yang ke dokter..ternyata gue alergii.badan gue gatel" hiks..ga bole pake bedak..drtadi g pakein bedakk badan gue jadi makin gatel kata dokternyaaa..doakan saia cpat smbuh yah =(
*ngantuk ,,pusing,,lemas,,gatell

update: wkt ke petshop..ada hamster maen ama kelinci lucu banget!! hamsternya lebi galak dari kelincinyaaa !!

PANAS!

g benci jakarta!!

PANASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

mygosh global warming parah abis =(

tag from bebe =)

4 kerjaan...
*kuliah (prepare fo my final project).
*take care my dogs.
*enjoyin my diet.
*have fun wif my friends.

4 tempat tinggal
* JAKARTA xD
* MEDAN *argh.
* KOREAAAAAAAAAAAAAA,,,kapan yaa?? *dengan kekasihkuu tp sapaaa? lol
* Hongkong~ shopin till drop. *nabung duluuu..

4 film yang udah 100x ditonton?
* JangGeum =) *actually all korean's drama movie ..
* HorrorFest Collection Movie (SCARY ak cinta film berbau DARAH + POTONG2)
* Crayon Shinchan (hihihi i love shinchannn!)
* Sinetron indo la yaaaaaaaa *gubrakk ketahuann dehhhh..

4 makanan fave?
* kentang cabe.
* sushi tei.
* hot dog.
* ice cream rum'raisin.

4 situs favorit?
* Friendster
* Blogger
* Facebook
* NicoleRichie.org

Wall e.

ukh gemesss*

isnt he cute?

.ukhhh *cup2

tadaaaaaaaa ^^

hari ini ke sencyy mam sushiteii sama temen lama sih. tp baru ktemu tadi. fufu..terus nonton WALL-e. uhuuuuuuuuu LUCU BANGET FILMNYAAAA..i love wall ee..matanyaaa lucu bangeth..mirip bollyy (my shihtsuu) =)

bsok ke kampus deh..YES selasa uda bisa mulai ketikan skripsi bab 1-3 huh ga sabar. doainn ya biar tugas akhir gue berhasilll =) ntar bakalan poto2 en ktemu orangutan dehh..soalnya tema skrips gue "perlindungan orangutan".. ^^

beberapa hari ini gue seneng bangettttttttttttt..nga tau knapa..g pnya temen yang baee bangettttttttt..temenin gue..hibur gue..dukung gue..apalagi pas gue lagi sakitt..banyak yang CARE dan ada jg beberapa sih yang GAK CARE ;p tp begitula..temen ada yang cari pas lagi butuh ada juga yang menghilang pada saat dibutuhkan..but i still love them =)

UPDATE.

kata mama..gila jangan dipaksa..

update lagi akh..

EX,OLALA (again) xD

blueberrycheesecake (rasanya ga ENAK!) dan zupasoup! uhu enaknya!
ps : gue naek 1kg =(

shoot me.

bersama teman baru yang mayan gila :p

love them all xD

sabtu kmaren gue tidur ampe jam 5 sore..hahaha sperti babii..terus malemnya dinner ke EX..makan beppu again..terus ke olala ampe pagi..terus gue ALERGI gatellll! cari apotek dmans gada..uhu! bete akhirnya pulang..tewas ampe tadi pagi jam 11lwat? klo nga ada yang telpon ..ga bangun kali T_T"" skrg mo ciap2 pegi ke sency mayb =D

sick!

mygosh. tadi pagi g meriang. ukh rasanya GAK ENAK! dinginnnnn..menggigil. skrg badan g lemes abis. pala masi sakitt! ada yang tau nga knapa g bisa sakitt meriangg?? ini pertama kalii g sakit kaya beginiiiii :((

yesterdae. OLALA,MCD,TA,MEDIT,MENTENG

@olalah..ktemu sama boris etc xD

di medith. poto2. with my boys =)

@mcd sarinah. makan seperti babi..

Everynowandthen.

Every Now and Then.

Sometimes I dream about volleyball
Or how it would be to be queen
Sometimes I dream of my pet dog
Or a ride in a nice limousine

Sometimes I wish I had wings
Or maybe a nice silver tail
Sometimes I wish for presents
Or maybe just some e-mail

Sometimes I pretend to be sad
Or happy, or tired, or hurt
Sometimes I pretend that I’m French
Or someone who likes to eat dirt

Sometimes I like to be silly
Or act like a childish goof
Sometimes I like to be serious
Or stare at the sky from the roof

Sometimes I like funny movies
Or nice long walks in the park
Sometimes I like to catch fireflies
Or swim late at night when it’s dark

Sometimes I pretend that I’m with him
Or maybe just on the phone
Sometimes I pretend that we’re married
Or just sitting with him in our home

Sometimes I wish that he loved me
Or maybe I’d see him some more
Sometimes I wish I could call him
Or maybe just be twenty-four

Sometimes I dream I was thin
Or what it’s like to be you
But mostly I dream about Paul
Yes, mostly that’s all that I do

nicole walking harlow =)

sabtukuw.

uhu nerdy mode on ^^

iseng poto2 uhu..lucu juga kaya ikan koi lol ^^

andai diriku pnya ankle boots t_T

uhuuuuuuu..sabtuu nonton step up2 ..okla. tp lil bored huhu g ga suka drama. pengen ntn mirrors hikss..mlmnya k puncakkk tp cmen minum teh anget balik lagi k jkt lol..kurang kerjaan jg sihh..tp gpp de refreshing lol. bosen abish ama jakarta..pas plg nyasar lagi d tol ampe k gading muter balik lagii.. ^^

hariku bersama babi2ku.

akhirnya isa ktemu clara & inggrid uhu.. ^^

i want her bag.

yuhhuuu AD ..bisa buatin tasnya gaa? mauuuu mauuu ^^

watchin red clifff...

beteeee T_T huhuhu ga dapet tiket The Mummy..jadi nonton RED CLIFF deh..bused dah tu film kurang lama..kasian gue liatin kuda"nya T_T animal cruelty!!

leher gue ampe miring lols mana nonton di depan *nasib..tp filmnya keren juga perangnya hohoh..Vicky Zhao matanya mantabs..^^ cant hardly wait red cliff ke duanya ..huh pengen ntn the mummy juga penasaran..obelix kayana bagus jg..huwaaaa...hell boy 2 kpn kluar yaaa *tsktsk..

Rihanna Disturbia

enjoy her new video ..Disturbia.
i love her.
dark edgy,SEXY as ever ;)

Meet Caroline xD

kmaren gue abis gym djmput ama Caroline..uhuy pertama kali liat..cantik,,mungill,,putih spt kelinci *gubrak..matanya itu loh yang besar silau..hauhaua mata gue ampe kebanting..T_T kerasa mata gue lagi merenn lol ^^

terus kita ke fx jalan" then malemnya makan indomie pedes di belakang ROXY *katanya terkenal..jadi penasaran mau coba..pesen indomie pake cabe rawit 20biji ada kali yah..ampe mienya gue makan..rasa cabee..pahitt ..perut gue langsung panas dan alhasil jam 4 pagi gue kebangun maag gue kambuh..perut gue masuk angin ampe skrg T_T hikss..

ya dan caroline bisa makan telor setengah mateng dalam sekali lahapp hmmm..*

ga sabar pegi lagi ama carolinee..kali ini harus ajak AD dan MELVAA ^^

nicole's pigtail :)

Today I got the newest edition of J-14 in the mail, and came across a little paragraph with Nicole in it. Nicole is quite the trend setter. In many, many magazines they cite her as someone to look up to for hairstyles and accessories and such. This is just another example..